August 26, 2009
1:00 PM
[backstage, SVC Stage]
(sigh)
Honestly, I feel really, really empty right now. I don't know why but I've just thought to myself that being alone gets you to think things that don't usually come to mind when you're with friends. Hmm... Can't get it? Me too! Human emotions are so complicated it's futile to understand it... ><
Well, I'm writing because I haven't got anything to do. I can't gaze at the sky (w/c i usually do) because: 1. i'm indoors and, 2. there are human inventions (i.e tall buildings) blocking my view. Hehe.
As I'm sitting here, I realized that when you're with friends, you tend to think of things that are happy (i guess o_0??) But if you're alone, there's a big hole inside you that you end up thinking thoughts like, "why i am here?" It's weird! Really freaky!
When you're alone, you think more of yourself and the situation you're in. You tend to think of things normally thought of by people who isolate themselves from others.
waaaaaaaaa!!! i dunno...i need someone to talk to! ahaha,..but i am really grateful that i know how to write because i really love writing all my thoughts down!
till next time...ciao.. :)